Depressed

I wrote this and then inserted this edit. Don’t read this post.

I suppose I should get used to it. People either understand and like me or they don’t. There are not many half way, or the person is half-way until they realize that they are not going to get to know me any better… then they don’t like me(one could also argue they go the other way, but I have never seen it so). I know I do not come across well. I am quiet, shy, reserved, and would rather listen than talk. I (most of the time) prefer to be alone than crowds. So I guess if someone just dislikes me for no particular reason other than I am who I am it really hurts and frustrates. Especially when one is nice..well there are times…I don’t know. There are a ton of things I want to say here but know that someone will read this and I do not want those things known. Do you, my few and far between readers(provided there are any left…which would lead to reason that I could say anything I want bc it will never be read, on the other hand there could be someone who stumbles across this so therefore I will remain silent)…ever want to scream for no reason? Curse the world? Run away? Start anew? or just simply stop. Stop everything.
Stop…

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